Feelings that make you nervous

There are always moments in your life when you are paralyzed by some thoughts. These thoughts are normally about an event that can either excite you a lot or they can make you miserable. No matter what the results are you forget them after a while. If you become excited, this excitement stays for a while and then it seems normal to you and vice versa.

What I have noticed that the great feelings stay with your memories and the bad feelings normally fade away.  You cannot even remember them. If someone understand this phenomena they might not get the excitement that someone ignorant will have but they will get over the feeling of being a loser.

Right now I am going through such an experience. It reminded me of all my life changing experiences. Hope is the feeling that has brought me to this level. As I have talked about it that it is the situation that makes you a hero or makes you a zero. I know that this time will pass away and may be I won't remember a thing or maybe I will always look back to memorize this moment and the amount of joy in it.

There were times in my life when I felt like a complete failure and broke. And it took me a while to get over it. But when I see my achievements after those times it gave me a lot of happiness. But still nervousness comes in your way and sometime it is a great feeling being nervous.

To answer your curiosity I can tell you I have made it into top four in an organization in Norway. Today I am expecting the result. Since I was a teenager I had a believe that only education can give you the drive in achieving your goals. Therefore I have always been interested in studying in the most renowned institutions. Today I remember all those times when I tried and got what I wanted. My admission in many universities, offer of admission from NED University, when I got my first job offer, when I got my first student visa, when I was accepted at Chalmers, when I was nominated for an exchange studies. All these events were big for me. There were so many days and nights of efforts behind each and every event. I do not even remember the times when I failed, what I do remember is that these events made me what I am today.

Today I am nervous but I am more confident that no matters what happen today, I will keep on moving ahead. Now I believe more in giving others the benefits of my experiences. Now I am moving forward with the feeling that I really enjoyed this nervous feelings and it gave me the confidence to write.